M.U.S.I.C.

I, Love. Music.

“Welcome to my silly life 
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood 
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down 
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated 
Look, I'm still around”

Even though most people already know just how much I love music, I thought it wouldn’t hurt to once again express my infatuation with it.

Music has gotten me through a LOT of hard times, and at times I have thought that nothing was there and real except for music. I have been crazy with music, I have been sad with music, I have been happy with music, music has expressed my every emotion. In fact, whats that song? Music is my boyfriend- The Ting Tings. Yeah, that’s how I feel. Felt. Not only do I thoroughly enjoy music, it has become part of me. Its how I live. I express myself through my music, it calms me when I am too mad to talk to anybody, it is there for me when  it seems I have just made the BIGGEST mistake of my life and I don’t want to do anything. I have been utterly sad and felt just wretched at times, and music is always there for me, expressing the same thing I am feeling, except in words I could never make flow.

I am in awe of music, it amazes me. It will always be a part of me, in every way and shape and form.

Music has become a part of me in a way that I completely understand when somebody says music is their life, even when they aren’t a musician. Music can speak to people in different ways to everybody and that is something I admire about it. 

We Move Along

SOMETHING that I love about Life- We Move Along. No matter where we are in life, no matter how happy or sad we are, we will all move along, we all grow up and grow older  and the days and minutes go by and ….we move along! Nothing is permanent, nothing is meant to last, and nothing is guaranteed forever because, we can change the future because the future hasn't happened yet! This may seem like a very depressing realization, but in fact, its comforting to me. No matter how sad or upset or distraught I am, or even stressed out and pulling my hair out, I am going to move along. In all of eternity I probably will not remember that exact moment and so whats the point of stressing out about it?

In fact, I have this written on my mirror in my dorm , and I look at it whenever I feel distraught or feel like Im stuck in a moment, and I always tell myself this wont last! It cant last! Its impossible for a certain moment to drag on and on and on for forever, because that’s the awesome way this world was made and therefore I am going to move along and tomorrow will come and I will be okay in the END.

 "All you gotta keep is strong

Move along, move along like I know ya do

And even when your hope is gone

Move along  move along just to make it through

When everything is wrong

We move along

Wipe back what is wrong

We Move Along"